Further investigation is needed

About 2 weeks ago, my brother bought a digital voice recorder for $60 bucks at Radio Shack and he started recording just to test it out. When he brought it to my attention, there were only 2 audio files on it. The first file was maybe 15 minutes long, The second file I think was 2 hours or something and the thing is we didn't even listen to that file because the first file scared the living shit out of us. I wish I never heard what was on that thing, I mean, shit we have to live here. I've pretty much let it go and tried to forget everything I heard but we all know it's still here. I just talked to our paranormal investigator and he wants to have another investigation. This time he wants us to be present during the investigation. The first 2 investigations we had to stay somewhere else to eliminate any possibilities of our own involvement. The investigator has had cases where a family claims to have doors slam for no apparent reason and come to find out it was a teen girl doing all the activity. So after proving we're not involved with any of the activity going on here, The investigator thinks it would be the next step to have all of us included. I don't know how to feel about it, I mean all we're doing is collecting evidence. I want to do something to help these entities, find out what they want, help them get what they want, to get to the core of why they are here, at this point I'd like to work with a true psychic. I think that's the only way out of this, we can collect evidence all day long but it does no good if we can't interprit what it means. Just my 2 cents.
BTW, last night, someone took my Mom's cigarettes off the kitchen table. This morning she asked me if I took them and of course I said, "No, why"? She said, "I had a whole pack sittin there on the table last night and now they're gone".
Also, Chad reports that he witnessed 2 loud knocks on our sliding door. It was like 3 or 4 am and he was watching TV when all of a sudden he heard what sounded like a tennis ball hitting the window. It only hit once. The dog was asleep on the floor in the kitchen. Chad asked out loud, "Can you do that again"? and about 10-15 minutes later something hit the window again, just as loud. The only thing I witnessed yesterday was the lights ordeal, which I reported.

Friday, September 18, 09

Well, I decided to start writing even though I'm sick as a dog. I've been coughing all week but it's getting better. I wanted to start taking note of all the little things that happen each day because when people ask me what type of activity is going on, I have to stop and think of the bigger things that have happened and are completely unexplainable. But it's the little things that really get to you. For example, I live in a basement apartment but I sleep upstairs in a bedroom. In the morning I'll come down to the apartment and get on the computer, today I come down and there is a 5 colored kid's floor lamp that is still on. When I'm done in the apartment, I cut all the lights off, when I come down today, boom, there it is, staring me right in the face. I just laughed and shook my head. Another thing I'd like to take note of is the constant pc issues. I know this could be labeled as trivial and could very well be debunked but one night, the entities made it very clear that they were using the computer. My brother and I were watching TV with our backs to the computer desk area. The lights were off in the room and out of nowhere the computer started to re-boot itself. I wouldn't have paid any attention if it was just once but it did it like 12 times. About the 3rd time it happened, my brother pulled the router power and killed the power to the modem. It was still re-booting. So when anything happens, I know it's literally the ghost in the machine. Sometimes, I'll come down and the computer will have downloaded a program and I have no idea what it's even for.. I guess I should write that I'm the only person that still comes down here out of my whole family, so it couldn't be one of my family members. Maybe I'll start turning the pc off when I leave. That will be just another thing they can turn on when I'm gone.